Ridiculous

Sometimes I really wonder if certain people will EVER be teachable and desire to change.
I know past hurts and struggles always effect us and influence who we are and how we feel, but there comes a point as a Christian when we have to take responsibility for our lives. If that means realizing we can't to do it alone, get some help, and if we can get over it with just us and God....take action. Stop justifying, stop projecting on others, and stop twisting God's principles to make yourself feel your lack of control is comparable to Jesus' righteous anger.
I honestly praise the Lord for His amazing GRACE, because it has to be only through Him that I am not a bitter, low self-esteem, and angry person.
Praise the Almighty God.